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i think i'm too free.haha.another questionaire.(:

#1 Would you date one of your closest friends? - nah i don't think so. i wouldn't want to risk losing a friendship but then again don't relationships usually start from friends? hmm...

#2 Do you find gay people hot? - haha. yeah. some are really hot and good looking. it's a pity man. ):

#3 At what age do you want to die? - i want to die before my husband does so i wouldn't have to weep and mourn for him. i don't want to die lonely and sad.

#4 Which is hotter? Male models or female models? - usually the female ones are hotter. haha. somehow all male models' bodies all look the same to me. :/

#5 Do you wish to have people crying or laughing during your funeral? - definitely not laughing. smiling (: cos' they know that i'll be safe in God's arms.(:

#6 Would you hang out with a transexual? - i guess so?

#7 Have you learned karma sutra? - nope.

#8 Would you accept your friend/children if they told you they're gay/bisexual? - yup.

#9 Ever wanted to hold a loaded gun and point it to your head - just for fun? - hold a loaded gun yes. point it to my head no. crazy.why will i want to do that?

#10 Have you used a person before just to feel great about yourself? - nope.NEVER.

#11 Ever told your friends that they looked great/pretty and never meant it? - haha. yeah. i wouldn't want to hurt their feelings what.(:

#12 Have you ever laughed so hard 'till you peed? - haha. dun think so. but i've ever laughed so hard 'till i want to pee.

#13 Do you wish to be your favourite animal for a day? - haha. i don't mind.(:

#14 What are your fears and have you confronted them? - many many. fear of losing him. fear of getting retained. fear of getting really fat. fear of balloons. haha. nope.

#15 Ever blogged about someone that pissed you off and also mentioned their names? - haha. nahh. but i made it obvious though.

#16 Have you made fun of a song by completely changing the lyrics? - ermm...i think so.

#17 Been short on cash when paying for something? - sometimes.

#18 Do you have an autograph from someone famous? - i think so but can't remember where i put it. :/

#19 Made a survey before?- yeah. pw survey.


just came back from dinner.guess who i saw? amandie! :D haha.went church for a short while today then had to rush to yishun for monthly shoot.sigh.but at least i improved.yay! (: hopefully i'll continue to improve.i better be.haha.

anyway i'm really tired of being a dgl.just feel like giving up right now.sigh.i seriously don't see how i can lead the girls closer to God when me myself ain't close to God and i don't think i'm setting a good example for them as well.): but then again it would be very irresponsible of me to just leave them and sigh.they've been really sweet.think they know both me and jing are feeling this way so they're planning for dg outing in the sept hols so that we can just bond and grow closer.sigh.someone please tell me what i should do?


to love is to receive a glimpse of heaven.